I've reached my goal!!!!!

DA JIE!!!!!!!!!! you owe me dessert ah...said that you will make me dessert when i finished my 10th blog.....(But still have to wait till 6/4/2008) But anyway...i can wait till then...

Not only this goal i've achieved, i also got a good progress on my "transformantion"

This morning when i was wearing the pants that used to be very tight...guessed what? i can wear it liao, perfect fit!!!!!!! I'm so delighted that im making progress ...took the measuring tape and take those readings...and i saw that actually i DID LOSE weight!!!

So excited this morning from my 2hrs Journey to HTA coz i can't wait to step up to the weighing scale in the gym... I just wish i can go down to 2 digit number....but it never turned out that way... but i saw on the scale is 100.9kg....don't know if im happy or not...consider that i thought that i've hit the 99...but it's still 3 digit....but hey....i've lost from 108.7 to 100.9 within 7 complete days! should be very happy liao wa.... (Maybe it's because of the veg's i've eaten during the weekend...only chance to be at home preparing the meals, and over eating!) That's almost 1kg per day...if this progress...i think i might even hit 35kg lost at the end of transformation !!!!!!

Must keep thinking of being 99 tomorrow....and finally 2 digits as it has not been seen for the past 4 years!

Life So Sudden...

Went to see su zhen's dad yesterday to see if there's any improvement of her father, which was warded in the ICU for the past 2 weeks... We wore gloves and disposable gowns before entering the ICU cubical to see her dad... She was telling her dad that i came to see him and then the dad nodded...her dad couldn't speak, could open his eyes coz he's in terrible pain...su zhen was telling me all the things in the room but i told her to hush down and talk about it later when we were outside... She touched her dad's forehead and found out that he's sweating, and we thought that it's because the aircon wasn't strong enough...we told the nurse to check on him and then we went out... in less than 5 mins, the nurse came out and say that he's not doing very well and the doctor is trying their best in saving him...It's just so sudden...i saw suzhen broke down into tears, don't know what to do.....she said that although she was a christian, she knows that when a man is gone you have to just let go, but she can't accept the fact he just passed away so sudden....i don't know how to make her feel better, just hold her hands and said, Believe in god as he plans everything for your dad.

That words made her better, but still can't get over with the pain of her loved ones...
Just like what my teacher always say : You do not know which one will come first, accident or tomorrow. Cherish the times you have now so that you will not regret in the future...

What makes me worried about su zhen is that she is still working today, don't know if she can focus on her work or not... Really must show her that there are still alot of people who are very concern about her, letting her know that she isn;t alone.... Hope everything goes well for her...